We’ve known each other for not too long,
But the way I feel for you seems so strong.
It was a coincidence how we first met,
But it is nothing I will regret.
I remember feeling so cold and so bare,
The thought of seeing you made me compare,
That being with you would be a happy affair.
There was a wanting of you I couldn’t hide,
But my dignity couldn’t overcome my pride.
If only I was stronger, I wish I was stronger,
Then telling you how I felt would be so much easier.
But deep inside I know it is not right,
For falling so fast is not love; it’s contrite.
But it is a battle I will let myself fight.
One may ask if this is infatuation?
But it feels so good it’s my new inspiration.
Reminiscing the other time we met,
You were with someone else; I couldn’t forget.
I could not look into your eyes,
Something inside me wallows and dies.
I felt you betrayed me which I despise.
I told myself this was pathetic,
And I gave you a smile that was so synthetic.
Why do I do this to me?
I know it’s the way I don’t want it to be.
**** this, **** you, I ****in' hate that I met you,
And **** my pride too,
Coz if I didn't have it, I would have already told you.